I have uncovered a song which will unite all 4 corners of the globe in happiness and everyone dancing around like rocks...but they arent rocks...they are really rock lobsters
Brought to light by tattoo masters at Funhouse in Vancouver:
Devo-"Mongoloid"
I should call Wade in an hour to see if he remembers anything I mumbled to him this morning about the dream I had last night.
best morning conversation/half-awake hallucination ever
wade: you dont want to watch the news this morning me: why? wade: there is a kitty on there that died me: huh? wha? wade: it had two faces on the same head me: geh? wade: two pairs of eyes, two noses, one mouth
now I think he was getting ready to go to work and saw it on the 6am news, and I swear it didnt make any sense to me until I got out of bed at 9...it just fucked with my mind for a wee bit and I envisioned this kitten resembling a spider with the eyes lined up just so and the noses side by side
it was so great to get a huge grocery shop done yesterday morning, no matter how early it was, it was worth it because we got a ride home.
I am keeping my fingers crossed that Lafarge is going to give me more than $15/hour, but I wont know until I go back to the quarry and talk to the boss.
as for vehicles, a 1998 Pontiac Sunfire has caught my eye, so next weekend I am going to go and check it out.
Thought I'd been in love before, but in my heart, I wanted more. Seems like all I really was doing was waiting for you
My life started a new chapter over a year ago, from sadness to finally bliss since then such wonderful volumes have been writ. I no longer think of it as some fantastical dream, I no longer pinch myself A week from tomorrow we truly begin our life together, and I need no piece of paper to validate it You will be the last thing I see at night and the first thing I snuggle up to in the morning for every night and every morning until death separates us Normally when faced with this, people get scared Not me! I know what I want in my life, and what I want is you by my side As a friend, as a companion, as a confident, as a husband, as a lover, as an equal, as it all and everything in between
I remember a time not too long ago to escape my mind of songs, of first love, and of puppy dog sheets
"Wouldn't it be nice if we were older Then we wouldn't have to wait so long And wouldn't it be nice to live together In the kind of world where we belong..."
I was young, naive, and above all incredibly stupid I was used, abused, and was decieved into believing in that kind of peace. But I learned, oh you better believe I learned fast A crash course in relationships right there
I came to recognise the two ways in which I love, and never the two shall converge...unfortunately it is either one way or the other: I can be extremely passionate and emotional, be inspired to exhaustion everyday by that love, sacrifice nothing or everything of myself, but with that comes just as potent anger and mental unstability or I can be unwaivering in my love and loyalty, a happy medium with no unstability, I can see years into the future and still see a consistant happiness despite hard times, but that kind of love quickly breeds boredom from my partner if they are looking for adventure and cannot appreciate my outright humbleness.
All I ever wanted was someone to believe in me, and express it in a way that I can process. For the second type, words mean little unless they are backed up with action, simply because I equate it with security For the first type, words and literature mean everything, action of things said is a bonus.
I need a rock on which to anchor myself, someone who can pick me up when I fall, reasonably joke about it but brush the dirt off too My love split into those two types the day I fell, you joked about it, and then ran off with your idiot brother leaving me there on the ground. The fantasy shattered, I saw you for who you really were, and the last of my innocence packed up her bags and left with a tear and a sniffle.
Now here I am, hearing the song on the radio which can sum up my naivety during those three years... something that I felt I wanted so bad back then, is something that I have in its entirety right now
Would it be worth it to turn around and walk away for career and education's sake, if it meant losing you?
Would you lose respect for me if I loved you so much to put it all on hold because I wanted to be near you?
Perhaps the threat of dividing paths persuades me to push for a more solid commitment but one never knows what is around the bend so I should straighten out and shut up about it henceforth because your career is important to you and I never want to hold you back
I made the horrible mistake of taking the 130 from metrotown to get to classes this afternoon
why so horrible? not 1, but 2 different Burnaby schools were participating in a fieldtrip of some sorts Moscrop and Alpha students were fucking jamming up the buses and being quite loud and rude.
I love kids, but I hate disrespectful youth who 1. clutter up the front door of the bus because they dont want to cram with their peers 2. refuse to give up their seat for an elderly person 3. dont get out of my fucking way when I try to get off at my stop
ah well, as a plus, I think my Civ midterm slated for tomorrow morning is cancelled and is going to be moved to after spring break. Ed was kind of unspecific about that in his email this morning, but it sounds like no midterm tomorrow. Stats teacher is giving us a "surprise" quiz on stuff we just learned an hour and a half ago. heehee...probability concerning normal distributions is so hard :P
mmm...cake smells soooooooo good, cant wait to do all the other cool stuff to it (ie. get that cream soda/strawberry jello into it, put a vanilla pudding filling, slather it with yummy vanilla frosting, ooooh then rainbow sprinkles and candles!)
yes yes, I get very bouncy when baking for people. I put my heart and soul into the treats I give them, but I never feel drained.
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